I want a flat stomach. I want to be told “you’ve lost weight”. I want to be called “skinny” instead of “not fat”. I want toned thighs and a thin waist. This is my idea of perfect for me. Sometimes, it seems I will never have this body, but I have to keep trying. I have to keep eating healthy, turning down fast food. Eat less sugar and more fruit. Occasionally just choose to have nothing at all. I must exercise until I sweat away the fat rolls. Whatever it takes to be beautiful. Whatever it takes.
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Don’t stop counting the minutes…
First 6 hours of not eating: your body is using up sugar (glucose) from food. After the 6hrs past…
12hr-72hr mark: your body uses fat as energy, making you thinner.
(It’s not safe to go past 72hrs, but if you do and need to repeat, stick to small amounts of sugary foods).
So, you’re only at 5 hours and you want to break your fast? It’ll be for nothing then.
Never ignore. Never forget.
friend: what do you want for christmas
*thinking*
me: self control
me: a flat stomach
me: collarbones
me: a thigh gap
me: willpower
me: boney fingers
me: slim calves
me: tiny waist
me, actually: idc
I can’t wait…
I can’t wait for the day when I step on my scale and smile, because I’ve reached my ultimate goal weight.
I can’t wait for the day I hear the word ‘You’re so skinny!’.
I can’t wait for the day when I physically can’t eat more than a cup of food because I have trained my body to be thin and perfect.
I can’t wait for the day when my body would be enough to inspire others to get thin.
I can’t wait for the day I can use my pictures now and pictures then to show obvious progress.
I can’t wait for the day I get told that I need to ‘eat a burger or something’ because I will know that they are just jealous of how good I look skinny.
I can’t wait for the day that my friends look at me and tell me I look really small and light.
I can’t wait for the day when people much shorter than me can pick me up and tell me I’m super light and easy to carry.
I can’t wait for the day when my stretchmarks and scars look cute on me and show my progress instead of show my poor habits and diet choices.
I can’t wait for the day I can finally press my knees together and still have a massive gap between my thighs.
I can’t wait for the day I can cosplay a character with thigh high socks and not look like a tub of lard shoved into a tube.
I can’t wait for the day when I put on my current clothes and they are practically falling off of me.
I can’t wait for the day I get confessed to because I look so dainty, thin and perfect that no one can resist.
I can’t wait for the day I get a perfect jaw line so sharp that I can probably cut a bitch.
I can’t wait for the day I get perfectly prominent collar bones that only compliment my perfect, long, thin neck.
I can’t wait for the day I can see the slight outline of my ribs just above my breasts.
I can’t wait for the day I can count my ribs from the side and from behind.
I can’t wait for the day I can turn in bed and not have my thighs touch or my stomach flop and roll onto the bed.
I can’t wait for the day that my wrists and ankles are thin and bony like they should be.
I can’t wait for the day that I go to the gym and feel thin and perfect instead of insecure and fat.
I can’t wait for the day that I am skinny and perfect.
I can’t wait for the day that I am weightless.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must not eat today.
I must be thin.
STOP
Put down the cookie. Close the cupboards. Walk away from the fridge. You’re strong, you can do this. Do it for the thin legs, the collarbones and dainty waist. Do it to be skinny.
Girls who are naturally skinny are lucky, but girls who have to fight to be skinny are strong
I feel so bad, watching all of my classmates sitting there, eating junk, tasty food like fucking pigs while I’m just sitting here like an idiot, starving and suffering because i wanna be skinny… Why can’t I just be like them? They just eat whatever they fucking want, yet all of them are so skinny and pretty and perfect… I want to cry.
Fat
You’re gonna waste your life as a fat girl? Think of how much better your life would have been if you were skinny. Don’t waste anymore years being a disgusting pig, put down the fork and starve.
Food doesn’t taste as good as you remember. Stop romanticizing it, it’s nothing but extra pounds. Remember, nothing tastes as good as being skinny.
When the skinny girl develops an eating disorder, she gets hospitalized. But when the fat girl develops an eating disorder she gets congratulated on her amazing weight loss. And that’s fucked up to me.
